finally blogging again?

oh my freaking god. it has been almost two months since i last blogged right? too many stories to tell. i think im going to just let it pass, and focus on what happened recently. currently loving muhamad hazim anuar : my boyfriend,

having fun with bestfriend: razin kamal nizar, other friends : ahsoon, acap, wanja, izud, farid, ann, amal, ameen, syafiq, bella, aika, amy. missing family. missing other bestfriends: mars, aiman, rina, habri, yana. stressed out with coming finals and IELTS. excited for DIGI MUSIC LIVE tommorow. saving money for this last two weeks. watched too many movies this month:

1) law abiding citizen

freaking awesome and intelligent. literally engineer vs lawyers. freaky actually as i live with three future engineers and currently dating one as well. haha! oh wells. you guys just have to watch it. Rating: 8/10

2) cuci the musical

omg omg. i shook hands with hans isaac people! haha. but seriously the musical is worth your money. if you guys nak pergi tengok, hope, youll get the best seats and the best night they can perform as possible. but im sure theyll rock your socks off. Rating: 8/10

3) the private lives of pippa lee

dont even bother to think about watching this. unless youre depressed with an ice cream bucket on your lap while it shows on tv. in other words, not worth your money at all. i left the hall after 30 mins. maybe the movie was nice later on, but then again, i think i prefer to watch at home alone lah. Rating: 3/10

4) cloudy with a chance of meatballs

best sangat kot. its so cute, funny and makes you smile non-stop. comel! a must-watch.

Rating: 8/10

5)papadom

the best movie afdlin shauki has ever made. worth all the awards, and if i have the money, i will go and watch again. almost perfect. Rating: 9/10

birthday wishes, loves, hugs and movie.

wishes after my birthday~

i love jon wong for planning the whole surprise thing in the first place, eventhough hes like miles away.


i love razin, renu, ashu, sharveen, yuga, bernard, wallace, shalini and the others for surprising me with that cake with a happy birthday song right at 12 am.


i love razin and asun for throwing me into the pool.


i love asun and sharveen for throwing razin into the pool.


i love farah nabilah for giving me that cute birthday card.


i love marissa edwin for being the only one who calls me at 12 am, wishing me happy birthday and saying sorry because shes unable to be here.


i love amal, cutan, jae, syisya, jasmynn, atok, zura, priss, nana, eapi, apet, aika, phoebe, mars, jon, nada, hayu, khairunisa, liyana, effa, daddy, zhafri, chufarah for wishing me through texting.


i love those people who wished me through facebook, cant recall who though, too many.


i love shashi, ju-in, kamal, razin and cheong for buying me the book.


i love ajim for buying me the dress.


i love daddy for buying me the soft copy book.


i love asun/ahmad for buying me the final destination 4 ticket movie.


i love khir, adri, yuga, sharveen, ashu, shalini, syafiq, ju-in, aisyah, shashi, mr vijay, aika, amy, razin, aiman(abu), cheong, kamal, asun, ajim, ahmad and izud for spending time with me on my bday.


who else? well i love those people who wished me at campus~


and yes aiman(anding), i still love you eventho you mixed up the dates and thought today was the 4th instead of yesterday.

no need to explain the concept of final destination to you, although i was shocked when ajim asked me about it. turns out he has never watched any of the movies. alahhhh kesiannnn. anyway, its more gruesome than the other movies, and somehow the skin tearing and the blood seems over and melebih and fake. so yeahhhhhhhhhh. the method of killing these people wasnt too detailed like before, so its no fun. but i still loved the movie and the people i went to watch it with. =)

rating: 6/10

first survey in bahasa melayu

1. Apa perasaan anda sekarang?
; kenyang. =)

2. Saya nak makan?
nothing in particular. im kenyang so takde nafsu haha.

3. Impian saya?
to be the first female peguam negara =)

4. Haiwan yang saya tak suka?
snakes. period.

6. Jika boleh putarkan masa?
i would have just gone back to my apartment that friday night.

7. Saya pada 10 tahun akan datang?
i dont know really. i think by that time i just finished my time with jpa.

8. Handphone saya adalah sebuah?
sony erricson and nokia.

9. Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak?
you mean THAT kind of love? only ONE.

10. Saya suka pada?
LEGAL STUDIES.

11. Kawan-kawan saya?
SHOULD BE COMING HERE ON MY BDAY =(

12. Pernah dikhianati?
i think everyone has that time of their lives.

13. Apa yang anda hendak lakukan terhadap dia?
BUNUH, TANAM, KENCING =)

14. Senaraikan 8 orang untuk ditag?
bella, my housemate.
mars, my bestfriend who should come and slap me like she used to do.
eqa, who surprisingly i miss esp her loudness
anas, who i ached to meet
priss, who lost her phone again
rina, who should come to kl and visit me one day
yana, the friend who sama weakness with me =p
jonathan wong, who doesnt have a blog.

weekend?

saturday. went out with ajim, amal and aiman =). not aiman my bestfriend, but one of my collegemates. it was ajim's birthday weiiii. happy birthday abang =). sale throughout the whole mall. didnt have money. sakit ati. tried on two dresses in forever 21. nak nak! =(. but again, no money. i didnt have my atm card so i cant take out my money. its just so annoying. watched dance flick. TOTAL TRASH. but bolehlah if you want to laugh. still not worth my rm12 tho. few minutes before the movie started was bukak puasa, so we ate burger king in the wayang haha. after wayang, walked around again to look at baju baju. and then ate at restoran bidara, a few mins away from the pyramid. lepas tu balik. razin wasnt at casa that night so no mamak session.

sunday. went out with ajim again, and izud. we also met izud's twin. personally i think theyre both hot, so yeah the fact theyre twins just makes it better haha. and i have witnessed for myself how a boyfriend can buy the girlfriend stuff that can costs a bomb. i want a boyfriend like that =). ah not really, its just some mixed up fairytale dream that im never going to have and somehow something i dont think would be as nice as it looks. anyway the purpose of the trip was to shop for ajim. otherwise for me, i only had rm20 in my purse. sad right? ajim bought himself, a shirt, sweater and belt with a buckle. haha. and then we were walking past a shop when i saw this really cute dress on display so i stopped and stared. and i saw the price tag. it was only rm30. cursing, i went into the shop with ajim following me. he saw my expression and told me that he would pay for me first. then i can bayar balit. like omg i was so happy to hear that. i tried on the dress, and bought it terus. going out the store, i hugged ajim. hahaha. seriously thank god for him, at least i can buy one dress. and a really cute one too. izud and the twin had to leave at 6, so we followed acap and abu instead to pick adi up from shah alam. plans were being made, everyone was kinda excited. but then, adi didnt switch on his phone and we cant contact him at all. so we just bukak puasa at some mamak stall at shah alam and then went back home.

watched kami the movie at 10. switched off the lights with my cheese crackers and coke in hand. and then cried again when abu died. =(. slept for a while. razin called. studied at his unit until 6. tertdo on the couch and went back to my unit one hour ago. and here i am, blogging. when i need to study doeeeeeeeeee. aihhhhhh. oh wells. today is study day. no more going out. at least i hope. so. =p. ajim. anis.



nampak mcm adik beradik tak? =)

nak! =(





bought this dress. thanks ajim =)

roller coaster week

its friday again and this time we're having four days of no class. sigh. almost everyone is going back home, even bernard eventho he lives thousand of miles away. hate you bernard. while wawa and munie are going back for their mid semester holidays. annoying right? you three, remember my butter chicken eh?

this week has been pretty stressful and depressing. on monday we had our economics assignment handed in. was so proud to see my work in print but oh hell, i hope ill get at least 15 out of 20 for it. its my only hope to get good grades for economics this semster. bukak puasa at home, and lokman came along.

speaking about grades, tuesday was the day we had our english and economics test. they were quite okay, wasnt really hard. i wished i studied more though. and then eap class was that petang as usual. went to the bazar after that. AS pesan banyak2 makanan which in the end cause me to buy only one stuff for me to bukak puasa. sigh thank god i like you haha =). that petang bukak puasa with asoon, zin, aiman and lokman. stayed there until 9 because had too many things to talk about. naik to the apartment, mandi and then terus went to kamal's unit because i had a study date with him at 830. haha was late obviously. studied at their unit until one something. not that it helped. maths chapter 1 sucked for me.

so yeah the next day was maths exam. 5 classes combined to have the test together in multi purpose hall. it was hard as hell doeeee. i really felt like crying. not to mention i just got my economics result right before the exam, and lets just say i got the 2nd least marks in the class. terok right? econs was really easy, its just that my answers wasnt what the lecturer wanted, eventhough its more or less the same. and then went to shah alam to get my IC(but was closed when i get there) and also to get stuff at aika's house. along the way i was singing as loud as i could to get all the nerves, frustrations and sadness out my system. it helped lah cket2. and then bukak puasa at sunway pyramid. TGIF, WHERE EVRYDAY IS A FRIDAY. it didnt felt like a friday but it was downright awesomeeeeeee. i ordered fried mac and cheese as my appetizer and shrimp and chicken pasta for my main course. sedapppp but not going to eat it in very long time since i spent rm40 only for that night. aduhai. thank god last weekend i didnt spend anything. went around to try on shoes. too bad i cant buy shoes for raya =(. but kebaya boleh! =). belom beli tho, maybe this weekend.

yesterday didnt have anything important. but zin and yuga and all those people dragged me to sunway pyramid AGAIN because we wanted to let the stress out. it was so damn fun, i tell you. can you imagine 11 college students all loud and roaming sunway pyramid like going on a school trip? haha. besides me, there was zin, yuga, ashu, renu, adri, sharveen, nik, kuya, albert and hunter. WE ARE ALL VERY LOUD PEOPLE. so we technically buat pencemaran bunyi last nite there. sorry people! we went there by 3 taxis, haha lawak ow? and then went to withdraw money, bought food supplies with zin. and then went to wayang to check the movies available last night. decided to watch up after one long debateeee, and bought the tickets for 845 pm so that we can bukak puasa first. AND THATS WHAT WE THOUGHT. thank god for nik, as she went through the tickets again and realized that it was for 645 pm instead. we literally ran balik atas haha and decided to bukak puasa in the wayang. adri and i have watched the movie already so we were assigned to buy the food. can you guys imagine us bringing 8 hotdogs and 8 drinks into the cinema? it was pretty funny if someone had taken a picture of us. after the movie ended, we went and eat at burger king.

memorable i tell you. mengumpat and menyumpah. secrets were being told, crushes were being discovered and et cetera. we love to talk so its a way to release stress. we were all wearing the burger king paper crowns and then zin started singing happy birthday. the funny thing was the whole restaurant sang along, thinking that someone from our group was celebrating their birthday. after one last photo in front of the burger king, we went home. discussion sekejap at taly's unit. mandi. bukak laptop. fell asleep in front of it.

today we handed in our legals assignment. heh takut daaaaaa. im depending on my legals grades seriously since my maths and economics are pretty destroyed. going to go ambik ic again today and then bawak zin cut his hair. tonight! klcc! bookfest! =) cant wait.

FRIM

the trip to FRIM on thurs was super fun. i just didnt get the objective of it, wait i do understand, i just dont understand the actions that contradicted the objective. it was said that the trip was supposed to bond all the SAM JULY 09 students, but why did they divide us into classes in the end? it was still the same old faces, besides the tour guide, we didnt kenal any more new people than we did.



it was the nature trail at first. as usual, razin and i would not be walking in front, but at the back instead with brian and nik. brian who was being forced to come, kept making sarcastic comments about everything he can and he just cracks me up haha. nik and i cant stop laughing. razin was the photographer for J7(not my class) but we kept taking our own pics instead. i want the photos razin! and then it was the jungle trekking baby.



it made me realize how unfit i was after all those months lepak-ing at the house 24-7. but it was fun and i would love to do it again one day. mr vijay(legals lecturer) and ms jess(maths lecturer) were trailing behind so some of us decided to wait for them instead. well actually it was an excuse to avoid all those huge crowds in front queing for the canopy walk. we didnt know it was a canopy walk at first, okay, so we just sat down there for lots and lots of minutes because we thought it was the end of the trail. razin and i was dancing while listening to his mp3 when mr vijay started to kacau razin about the psychogirl. it was super funny haha. the rest of us joined teasing him. being razin, he decided to balas dendam and told everyone a secret of mine. shit lah that guy haha. oh well now banyak orang tauuuuuuu. yes, even mr vijay and ms jess. sigh. merajuk lah ngan razin tek haha but he pujuk me when the trip ended.

canopy walk was kinda scary, im not generally afraid of heights but when it started to shake, my heart just skipped a few beats. dahlah i was walking between two people who are very afraid of heights. nik and sharveen so they were kinda screaming and making sounds around me that can scare me as well haha. thank god mr vijay didnt naik the same time we did, or the canopy would have shaken pretty hard.

we walked to the picnic site after that, it was such a long way. thank god we had BK to cheer us up along the way with their stupid and sarcastic jokes and comments. BK=Brian and Kamal. HAHA. after lunch, i was walking along when i saw bernard and the rest mandi at the waterfall. figuratively, i leaped in terus after putting aside my phones and other stuff. it was so fun. i love water and they loveeeee me hahaha. razin was nowhere in sight, we even like screamed his name as loud as we could together to find him. duhal he was playing at another of the waterfall with the mara guys.

balik after that. made up with razin. went mydin to settle few stuff. tried to do maths hwork. failed. called kamal mintak tolong ajar. thank god for him. i finally understood the basics, at least. thanks kamal. lepak at their unit for a while, waited for ajim and syamil to finish their hwork before our usual lepak session at mamak. but razin and asoon xda that night as they went clubbing. tsk tsk. lepak session was so lain last night but it was nice as well esp when we had kamal to crack us up. seriously what am i going to do without you????? hahahaha. remember that line kamal? bodooooooooooooo.

today balit melaka. currently in melaka. heh happy berpuasa you guys. call me if youre in kl and nak bukak puasa together aite? =)

mtv world stage 2009

one word to describe the night i had at mtv world stage last night. AWESOMEEE. went with aiman, razin and asoon. estranged was the opening act, and they have made malaysia prouddd. didnt dance/jump around glak tho as i ahd to save my energy for the other acts later on. cant remember the songs that they performed but aurora was in. too bad they didnt sing itu aku tho.

boys like girls was next. ohmygod they were so awesome eh. they started with my fav song of theirs, HERO/HEROINE. and then they went on to THUNDER. zin offered to angkat me on his shoulders so that i could see the stage better. and that moment was beautiful, the moment where i sang along to thunder, and had the perfect view of the band. goddddd. after that was of course the GREAT ESCAPE. danced around like you just dont care about anything after that. haha.

and then they had a break. went to buy drinks because, sumpah we were so dehydrated after all the dancing and the jumping haha. after that was an international indie band that we never heard of, RAY-GUN. but they were so awesome that im downloading their songs after this. its the type of alternative rock that was so easy to dance to. after that was pixie lott. wasnt really interested but then, because i had three guys with normal guy hormones with me, they insisted we go nearer to the stage to see pixie since shes hot, as said by them. haha.

hoobastank was awesome. they sang their new songs mostly, and i didnt really like it. but when they started to sing "the reason", it was sooooo awesomeeee. everyone was singing along and it was such a nice moment doeeee. after they performed, we knew it was either kasabian or all american rejects next. but somehow we assumed all american rejects would be the last act. so we sat down at the back, to get some rest. and like a few mins after that. they announced all american rejects. swearing, we ran to the middle, squeezed through the crowd as they started performing dirty little secrets. haha. after that they sang two of their new songs which im not that familiar with. but it was still nice. and then it was my fav fav song of theirs, SWING SWING. like shitttt, i was so happy that they performed that song. it was so effing nice. they terus jumped to IT ENDS TONIGHT after that, was so effing beautiful. and then of course, it was GIVES ME HELL. all american rejects was so awesomeee, i could cry right then and there while singing along to them.

i was so tired after that, i sat down and didnt even bother to stand up when kasabian started performing. so did aiman. asoon and razin decided to squeeze in through the crowds until they get to the divider between the mosh pit and red zone, for one last shot. haha. kasabian was okay. but yeah, too tired to care weiii. when mtv world stage finished, we went to rock cafe to eat. and then balik. sat by the swimming pool to lepak2. we were all really2 tired but somehow we just didnt want to end the night just yet. funny ow?

new friends i met: fuad and star at the pool. aiman from shah alam who i swore do look and act liKE ABU from KAMI THE MOVIE. he was really cool and funny haha. thanks for jaga-ing my purse k? and photos are in his camera btw, so just wait for the photos kay?

met: brian, jerry and eu-jin. they were in the mosh pit, lucky them. jerry got a guitar pick used by boys like girls, and brian appeared on the large monitor and most probably would keluar mtv. met syaz and ed as well. too bad masa ya dah habis so didnt get to jump together or anything. and then jumpa haziq. hey! i cant believe you recognized me haha.

it was a night to remember. =). mtv world stage rocksssssss.

jon!

not fair. i nak pergi perak jugak. i nak pergi utp jugak. i nak jumpa jon and naz jugak. i nak jumpa jon jugak. i nak jumpa jon jugak. not fair. =( =(. go to hell with takdir. tak suka. =(

bitter weeek.

came to class on monday, unprepared. was going to sleep in psychology class, so rummaged through knapsack and realized economics hwork was not done yet. hurried to do it. finished. looked around the class and realized most people were opening up their maths textbook eventho it was psychology class. asked amal. found out theres a maths quiz today. cursed. opened up my own maths textbuk and studied. break. met mr dimple outside. he ajak swim later =). studied maths. legals class. break. ate at subway. avoiding market. feels like burning the place down. repulsive. english class. maths class. quiz. okay. hated question 2. was so blur. tried as hard as i can. time was up. then it was announced that this quiz was 30 percent of our first semester grading. eyes widen, mouth opened. what??? banged my head on the table. no mood for economics class after that. went back. finished eap essay hwork. brought housemates to bukak puasa at kenny rogers. played at arcade. beat bella muahahaha. sampai apartment. zin called. ajak minum at mamak. went down to hantar laundry so just waited for him terus. met kamal. seriously made me laugh all night. wished kamal was in my class. sigh.

first class on tuesday was economics. ngantok sangat sangat. rewrote eap essay. fell asleep until the class ended. nothing much happened that day. slept in eap class as well. nasib bait x kantoi eh. balit and terus tertdooo AGAIN. had a presentation group meeting at 9. jon woke me up at 830. didnt realize i talked to him. i was like half-concious. which was kinda scary. i didnt say anything weird nak jon? really woke up at 9. texted ameen. said sorry. mandi cepat2. turun to 2nd floor, at taly's unit. discussed, meeting ended earlier than expected. zin called, i mintak teman makan. i went down with hwork and laptop. kamal joined us eventho he was sick. so he wasnt as hyper as he really was, which was sadddd. haha. midi and toddy joined tooo. ate nasi goreng biasaa. im so not going to mention what midi said because he is truly and really annoyin. have i mentioned that i never want to see him ever in court if hes on the opp sideee?? yeah thats how good he is. tried to do economics hwork but failed. asked zin to teach baruk paham cket. sigh. i am not going to sleep anymore in economics seriously.

wednesday was truly tiring. had 6 classes that day. k, 6+1 actually because i slipped into another class when my classes ended. i was free and i loved legals, so xsalah lah nak? haha. and then went through a treasure hunt. it was STAGE 1 to get into sky adventure club. haha. first we had to sell a flag for rm13. thank god we got to sold it the first time to two good looking guys. haha SEMPAT. and then we had to walk 3 km like that to a lake to get our next clue. there was a challenge. then we walk another 3km back to go to a fitness challenge where we had to run until we truly cant go on anymore. and then we had to walk up the stairs to the 4th floor of Taylor's Business School where we had to form our own human chair. gila babi sakit my muscle heh. missed the 630 bus when it was all over. the next bus was at 9. went to go see zin and midi at mcd who just got back from their debate practice. decided i cant possibly wait for the bus. called aika to mintak tolong pick us up with my car. aika tak berani, so bella drove instead. i took over after that. balit and mandi. the same thing. went down to mamak with my hwork for fear i would fall asleep without finishing my hwork. teman aika and aimi to get their dinner first. met wan. haha honestly i think hes hot. hes not good looking, hes just hot. but no feelings or anything like that lah. talked to him for a while until zin came. kamal joined. he wasnt sick anymore so it was kamal again. and then mel joined. heh dont want to talk abt him lah. so menyakitkan ati.

thrsday. couldnt wake up. demam. went to see the doctor. dinner makan sup at mamak.

today. fnished presentation already. yeay! need to work on cpt now. tada. haha.

shocked.

received the news when i finished my EAP class. i was speechless, i really didnt know what to say. ive known him since i was in form 1, i think eventho we never actually talked to each other. but yeah. he made my good friend happy and thats enough for me.

R.I.P TONY